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... [12 Aug 2012|05:03pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

So I am supposed to move in with this women and my man she doesn't even trust and she barely knows him. Saying that she assumes that we are going to be living here for free is complete and utter bullshit.

I just sold a shit load of anime and i am both happy and sad. I just went through a bunch of Nsync memorabilia and i have to sell that too....lance damn it why did you have to be gay. You were my favorite damn it. I got marionettes and bears and all sorts of stuff. I don't want to give up all my stuff but I running out of room. As much as i want to reminisce about my younger times I need to part with a lot of my stuff and it hurts really really bad...i have to take my posters down but the room will become a computer room which is cool. If i get part of the room. His desk is going to take up 3/4 of it lol.

I want to set up my old desktop computer cuz I want to play all my old games. Willy Beamish (which came out on Sega CD which I would love to own the system) Secret of Monkey Island (which can be download on the consoles) LOOM which is so frigin pretty I love it and can't stop playing it over and over and over, and especially Alone in the Dark. I technically have all 5 games but they are not on the same console. I have the first and third for DOS, 2nd on PS1, 4th on PS1, i used to have it on my dreamcast but my dreamcast doesn't get much love, and the 5th one on the Wii. The Wii doesn't get much love but recently I got Klonoa and Broken Sword and hopefully I will be able to get some Mario games or Donkey Kong Country Returns. Donkey Kong Country for the SNES was frigin awesome. I never got to play 2 though...for the gameboy yeah but I don't know how close they actually are.

I sold a bunch of stuff and there are a few items i am interested in purchasing really soon. 999: 9 Hours, 9 Persons, 9 Doors, Assassin's Creed III and Revelations, Enslaved, Dead Space, Clock Tower 2 (really bad) and Higurashi No Nara Koro Ni anime or the 5th manga. I love the series to death. I know Clock Tower 2 got crap review but I love the fact it has many endings. I need to play Revelations before AC III. I love Altair and i want to be him again. Ezio was cool and the new guy is Connor....name is not cool like the others. Enslaved I love platformers so i am looking forward to it. Dead Space i want to scare the crap out of my self and 999 for the DS sounds a lot like the movie series Cube and I really love that.

I just feel like ranting cuz my mom is being a b***h....

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Ahhh vacation [11 Jun 2012|06:20pm]
[ mood | content ]

So this is what a real vacation feels like. Got myself pampered today. My friend Ashley asked if I had ever had a pedicure/manicure and I said no and then she brings me into a nail salon and spa city there I went. Omg the initial nail clipping/cuticle removing part hurt but the massage chair was a nice touch. The foot bath and massaging of my shoulders as my feet and hands were drying was awesome. I felt bad cuz my skin didn't clear up of my eczema and she had to massage my shins I felt bad for her. I wouldn't want that job. The ladies were so nice and omg was I so relaxed like jello when I got out that I was happy we didn't eat a big meal before or I would have slept in the chair lol.

We walked around the mall and I went to Gamestop of course. I love that place I mean I was like a kid in a candy store. I actually got some Wii games. I had Ashley pick between Broken Sword and A Boy and His Blob and she said just get both. Yay more games for my Wii which barely gets any love from me. The walk around was great. I was surprised there were changing and family bathrooms that was neat. The mall was two floors and I was way to excited to even set foot in there. I was excited they had a carousel lol. We ate at the Windmill Diner and I finally got a cheeseburger yay. We visited her Ya Ya for a while and her pool looks so nice and all her lay out chairs omg I can't wait. Omg there was this neat furniture that was like lego pieces and you can put different colors of covers and you can customize the pieces to the way you like.

Missed the chance to go to the city to see Amy which sucks. We are only 15 min from the train station and it would take 1 1/2 hrs to get there and go to the Grand Central Station. Darn the rain. I got to play a little of the piano. Raindrops keep falling on my head. My god traffic over here just to get to the mall...stress me out. I rather just stick to the northway lol. Fighting dogs. The puppy great dane was cute but he always starts the fight I swear. So we are waiting for her friend Lucky to come and hang out with us. I haven't gotten any games in but Ashley wants to play Tetris later yay.

Omg the Greek Experience Festival yesterday was phenomenal. I loved the dancing and the pork on a stick lol. Could have got some alcohol if I had my ID on me but oops forgot. There was Henna art going on and its too bad that Racheal wasn't there. She could do way better than that girl can.

I woke up to a nice breakfast and a shower. Oh this day started out nice. Ashley and Rocky are spoiling me to death.

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[08 Apr 2012|12:58am]
[ mood | distressed ]

Don't have a current addiction......well missing my boyfriend...only person or thing on my mind.

I cleaned as much as I can handle....I hope you notice that I did something. I try to not call or text you with every little thing that comes up cuz it will make me feel weak and pathetic....you need a break from that....from me....I can't wait to see you

I long for your touch, your embrace, please come home to me

What you had to think about...I hope you think long and hard and make the decisions you want to make....I just home I will still be in your life when its over....

Been spending so much time with my mother because she knows that I am hurting and she wants to help....she is smothering me and spoiling me and I can't stand it...I appreciate it very much but things would not be as hard if I wasn't going through my menstration....always shit goes down when i feel the lowest and will say anything without consequence and just cry all the time then get pissed off....frigin mood swings....i can't wait till this is over...i am getting all this help and i hate help....i need to do things on my own

i can't wait till i am me again and i have you by my side...i know you didn't leave me....you needed space....i just can't take not knowing what it is you are thinking...things were rocky when you left...cuz i was stupid....i am sorry that every project that is started isn't finished....i'm sry i didn't agree....where is that fish tank computer?? you couldn't do the upper cabinets....i didn't mean it to be a bitch to you its just i don't like seeing that you have such great ideas and they don't fall through.....i didn't mean to put a rift in between us...i you here not just for show you know....you are a wonderful person that i never been happier around someone else in my life....i've never been in love before actually....now i know how much it hurts when you feel like you are losing them....but you are coming back aren't you....for me.....i just wanna know already...

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too much?? [28 Dec 2011|06:02pm]
Current Addiction: Higurashi: When They Cry

Ok so my boyfriend and I bought a cabin in Luzerne. I uh....can't put all my manga/movies/games on shelves and just have too much. My solution?? Selling what I have and buying the products again but in smaller form. Hence, box sets instead of individual discs....how that will i go i don't know. It will hurt to sell but hopefully I'll get them right back....over 200 manga.......good 30 being inuyasha....28 rurouni kenshin....naruto is like 32......bleach only like 18......when i comes to the manga....its gonna hurt....i will have to start reading translations. The series are just so ungodly long. FMA came out with the Brotherhood anime and i'm not sure if i should ditch the manga or not and wait for the anime to come down in price.

Hikaru No Go manga supposably has a segment that the anime does not and the anime hasn't come out in a boxset to my knowledge anyway so I guess since i only have the first two discs that are like new i can part with them. Ceres is never leaving my sight ABSOLUTELY LOVE the series anime and manga. I have a bunch of artboxes which i really don't want to see get smaller. The pictures are too pretty. Kyo Kara Maoh didn't complete in america because Geneon lost the license or some crap i have 5 discs of the second season....Hopefully stuff will sell good on Craigslist. I will be making many posts i think. My InuYasha/Yu Yu Hakusho/DBZ is a good chunk of my collection......sad to see those go but Yu Yu has individual disc size sets so its all good.

Hannibal set is not complete so i'll keep to the individual discs. It has Manhunter, Hannibal and Silence of the Lambs that's it. No rising no Red Dragon.....sucks....

Need to get the Saw collection definitely but i hate one movie being on one side and another on the back drives me nuts

ok rant over
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Higurashi... [28 Sep 2011|06:01pm]
Omg I am so addicted to Higurash i When They Cry so bad right now.......Have vol 1 Anime (watched every ep in japanese and started collecting) and vol 1 and 2 of the manga....omg.....I am so willing to give up half my anime/manga collection just to have every single volume in existance..........Right now been getting the mangas at Barnes and Noble...beginning to be my favorite store.
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[13 Apr 2011|09:14pm]
Just listening to music is the safest way that I can vent. I am not drinking or smoking or driving like a maniac (well maybe a little). But, trying to deal with the pain and anguish this way seems to be a nice way because it doesn't hurt anyone really. I'm just sitting in my own world over here when i didn't even kiss my bf hi when i got home. We are in the same room and i just haven't even gone over and said how was your day. but right now i just want to be left alone.

My father is dying and there is nothing I can do about it. The doctors are basically telling him your heart or your lungs are going to go. There is nothing they can do for him at all. Just give him tylenol for pain and make him comfortable. I can't stand it...

My job is literally making me sick. I have to get away from animals and stop being a vet tech. I have to find another career after all that fucking hard earned license that i got out of 4 yrs. I just can't fathom just throwing that away but i have no choice. I am consistently getting bronchitis or some kind of upper respiratory infection because I am allergic to animals. I have to be. I have to find my calling and my god does that piss me off. I don't want to go back to school really. I wanted to do something the rest of...... my life so it would be easier for me to just stick with taking care of animals but yeah......what am I going to do. I want to get a place where its just him and I and we have a life together. I am very happy with my life up to this point. My supervisor already told me to find another job but I don't want to leave.

I don't know what to do....taking day by day....Just listening to this music and crying makes me feel better.....what i'm doing is fine...i might have kept my feelings from others like my coworkers but i did tell some that I trust. Not like its a bad thing that everyone and their mother knows but i would rather nobody keep saying how sry they are and try to comfort me....cuz its inevitable.......once he passes then we'll see how i can handle life without him.....my dad is my world but i have a wonderful BF who loves me and I know i'll be fine but just......dad has spent two weeks in the hospital already and i'm tired of repeating myself to everybody who asks how he's doin.......calling 5 different ppl in a day is tiresome....call him yourself....


i think im done ranting.....

Been watching random anime that I have already seen, some I haven't and random movies to keep myself busy. Haven't really played any videogames outside of Dragon Quest IV on the DS which is so addicting. I'm at least halfway through and I'm having a blast. So current addiction: Dragon Quest IV. Prob will play Metal Gear Solid 1. I should play Peacewalker but the new MGS after 3 Snake eater in my opinion are not that great. Love 1 and 3. 2 was addicting when it first came out but playing as Big Boss was a treat. Raiden is ok. Maybe I'll play a demo of his new game but not interested.

I think I might have gotten it all out........i feel better.......

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ehh [08 Oct 2010|05:30pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

It seems that when I start getting along with coworkers and hang out with em they no longer work for us anymore...its BS. I dunno anymore...i don't know why i even type it on here probably cuz I don't want to bitch to anyone. I had my share of whining these past few weeks...so pathetic....being sick with bronchitis I was so clinging cuz my chest hurt all the time. It still does and it gets set off all the time with frigin windex and bleach....i understand that we should be clean but damnit wait till i leave you are night shift....listening to hard rock songs to help me sort my feelings. I have been going through mood swings like you would not believe. If being off birth control makes you feel like utter shit how is it any good for your body. i am tired of venting on everyone and feeling so pathetic.

Just finished Harry Potter in books and i feel pretty good about it i do. But i want to only see the second part of the last movie cuz the beginning didn't captivate me like the other books. Only when the last quarter of the book starts going into the past of my favorite character was i truly glued to the thing. Usually i can't put the books down. So right now I am reading The Final Warning of the Maximum Ride series which I left at work so I will just have to finish Assassin's Creed and Ratchet and Clank Up Your Arsenal which both are so close to completion. Right now it just feels really nice to get my feelings out in typing cuz its so much faster than writing and its fun. I'm starting to feel better. Might have my man a little worried a bit...damn I'm hungry...can't wait to eat Linda's cooking. I really don't want to go back out but I think I need coffee to either calm me down or perk me up so I can stay up tonight. I think I might be getting a headache right now. That sux cuz i was thinking of playing some PSP Metal Gear Solid Peacewalker for which I just met "The Doctor" aka Otacon's Father most likely he looks just like em. It is good but not great. I really liked Snake Eater alot. Still like the first one the best but I seriously was not too impressed with 4...and i am not quite sure why....

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ok....happy [02 May 2010|01:14am]
Current Addiction: My BF ha

Ok, its like yesterdays entry never happened. I received my first kiss, well i really wanted to initiate it really. I am extremely happy now that I didn't have to make him wait or myself for that matter eventhough it was worth the wait....just damn.....sweet.....more....haha
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I don't know what to feel right now. [29 Apr 2010|11:01pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

Current Addiction FF7 no pic enclosed too lazy right now

I am actually kind of lonely. Damn frigin rag time I frigin had it. I hate when my emotions rule over my actions. Just show up on the doorstep yea that's not uh.....pathetic....I couldn't just go home. Always on my mind....just want to be together so much in the physical sense.....really hard to tell if I'm ready for the emotional. I hate making decisions during this time...I don't really trust them. This whole week I have been preoccupied....want to be held and clingy is just unusual for me......what the hell am I doing....I usual am a introvert and want to be by myself.....and yet I just feel like I need someone...

I don't want to ruin what we have. Well we don't quite know eachother and yet if I went with my gut right now...I've got to say I've fallen....hard.....I can't believe I got attached so easily......or is it I just need consolation because I feel so lost....Going fishing, camping, hiking, horse riding.....anything outdoors...kayaking...damn I would love it cuz sh*t I don't do it normally. I need someone to come and get me outta of here..tired of being in both four walls of work and here. Just feel like I want to just take and walk right now together....holding my hand....i just.....god being a woman sucks...i can't believe i want to cry right now.....i didn't wake up and you were gone already i got to see you off and that should have been enough....i think i need a few days off....being here.....and at work...my life is not hard and yet i want to escape so badly....just looking at the stars in embrace nothing clouding my mind....just relaxing...my god that was frigin heaven to me....am i really that sad.......or is my emotions just not in check and just gets set off because we dwell on shit when we are this way....

I have motivation to drive now....but I just wish I wasn't so nervous during the process. Just want to get it over and done with.... I know I can go anywhere I want when i get out but the anticipation of someone in my car watching me creeps me out....royally. Why can't they ask about my situation at home and help me escape..... If only I can schedule when I want to schedule would be nice too. I guess I have to get ready for work....not ready at all....*scoff* get home and go to bed how nice that sounds.....yea....just skip tomorrow would be great....


P.S.- ...........i miss you.....already....

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just leave me alone my parents.... [16 Apr 2010|10:23am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Current Addiction: Blood + but I am getting anime'd out cuz i watched that E's otherwise some Cowboy Bebop and tried watching Blood the Last Vampire so ummm taking a break.

You don't get a frigin break around here. My rents are driving me crazy.....more than usual probably not but you know my god i want to be left alone after midnight and when i am supposed to wake up to my alarm leave me alone for another 10 min will you.....and when i did your so called deed for you stop talking to yourself so i can get back to sleep..

But, no you just keep on going and my alarm goes off about 6 times so i wake up our guest whom is trying to sleep on the damn couch which is right around the corner from my room.....

She has to turn the big lights on and blind the shit outta us while we were trying to watch anime/movies instead of going to frigin bed she has to ask me questions that have nothing to do with me....

Ok I think I'm good cuz my typing speed slew down and I am much calmer. Ah coffee and a bagel yum. Just got to get through today and make the transition from getting home at 9ish to relax for an hour and go right back to work the next day at 8....i don't know how so many do it. I feel like a zombie.

Nice yard work is getting done woot but right now i probably would like to be in my dorm....

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i dunno [30 Mar 2010|10:43pm]
Current Addiction: God of War http://image3.examiner.com/images/blog/wysiwyg/image/80689_god_of_war-screen02(1).jpg

I have an ear/tooth ache problem...thought it was an ear infection because i had the ear ache first and i am just prone to those but now i have to make my first visit to dentist.....yay....get it done tomorrow but i have to be chauffeured which is the problem. i feel sorry for my brother for doing that to him and his friend Jesse and whoever else is getting dragged around for the ride.

I am kinda blah right now. Just watched an episode of Ai Yori Aoshi it was cute and funny and disturbing all in one

Yummy Sweetarts....and cheese filled coffee cake yummy.....


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yay [27 Mar 2010|10:56pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Current Addiction: Ratchet and Clank Going Commando http://ui14.gamespot.com/1837/ratchet2_2.jpg

Just recently my father went into the hospital and was going to go for surgery and it scared the hell outta me when i knew that he might not survive the surgery and he has a DNR since he doesn't want to be put on a ventilator. So...i was afraid i was going to lose him so i was a wreck all week not knowing was is going to happen and my family was not making me feel better by cleaning the house and fix it up for us to sell it in the future cuz we don't know what we are going to do when dad dies, if we can afford this house. But my god at least wait until this whole ordeal is over with your just making me more upset geez....

Thank god he is home at this moment sleeping away. He was just put on new medications to help him digest food better because he can't really eat anything without it bothering his breathing/stomach/intestines/hernia. He weighs less than 110 lbs....he just wanted to get the surgery to stop from suffering. I couldn't look into his eyes and say do the surgery cuz everytime i just looked at him i could just feel my heart break. But now that he is here i got to hug and hold him and kiss him and say "Welcome home". It was such a nice feeling really and Strudel is staying with him keeping him warm what a cutey.

Watching my bro and his friend Jessie playing Magic and having fun. I can't wait to finish Ratchet and Clank GC. I accidentally thought Ratchet Deadlocked was the third game cuz it was cheaper than Up Your Arsenal but i was wrong. So i will try to play Jak II and complete because it was good but frigin hard or start God of War or maybe Prince of Persia for the PS3 maybe....

Yay FMA Brotherhood comes out on dvd soon woot. Looking forward to it coming out in boxsets actually. Its great but i do like the original alot.

I think I might start watching Gundam Wing. I will be able to watch and play somethings that i haven't before thanks to Jessie.

Going to get some coffee yay.


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hey [21 Nov 2009|12:43pm]
Current Addiction: Kingdom Hearts Chain of Memories for the GBA (playin the original because i can)

Getting over the so called "flu". Right now feeling tightness of chest and stuffed up but its ok i'll live. Sipping some chamomille tea going through some movies which are in a binder under my cat's ass and she won't move frigin bitch.

Been sick for the past week but i managed to get some xmas shopping done before it came down. I happened to get ER season 1,4 and 5 for only $10 a piece, can you believe it $10! at FYE. Mom didn't want em and i couldn't let the chance go so i started to collect it. Too bad House isn't that cheap. But i get to see lots and lots of George Clooney.

Getting tired and hungry. Damn i slept 12 hours how can i be tired.....uyyy can't wait till this passes....
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Chrono Trigger is over....or is it? [19 Oct 2009|10:32pm]
I finished Chrono Trigger yay. Now will I move on to Chrono Cross? Nope....there are 13 endings to CT.....13!...I got the "standard" ending. So what exactly that means......It seemed perfect to me. I really wanna see what Glenn looks like, i got to see his sexy back haha. Love him!

Long day today, House came on late, got a haircut where I have several opinions about. Dad says it doesn't suit me and I look like a dutch boy, mom and rachael think it looks good, mom says i need to cut my bangs shorter.

I don't wanna go to bed.....
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Chrono Trigger/InuYasha [04 Oct 2009|07:49pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Current Addiction: Chrono Trigger


Bought a Nintendo DS onyx for $130 and Chrono Trigger for $20 a little while ago. Absolutely 100% in love with the game. I mean not only are the characters drawn like DBZ and have the same sound effects but just overall gameplay is superb. One of the best RPGs ever in my book. Makes my top 10 list haha. Not many games have piqued my interest lately but I just can't stop playing this. Every morning I want to just play 10 minutes, save an go to work. Just so addicting.......drool*

I'm at the "To Break the Seal" point. I tried just for the hell of it to beat Lavos in 1999 AD and I got to his real form and lost and I love the message that is left after you die ha. I was at it for a good 20 min to 30 just to have a really good battle cuz lately things have been kinda easy and giving me shit EXP so I just wanted to have some fun. Its hard to level up now.

Just watched InuYasha Final Act Ep 1 Subbed and I absolutely love it. Yay more anime! Woot! I'm so excited cuz I love seeing it in action. I need to get cracking at collecting/reading the manga. Just read up to 36 and I'll be good haha...long way for me. Finally it will be finished the way it should be. I don't care how many episodes it takes, must see all. I am more addicted to this series than Bleach and Naruto. I just can't live without seeing more.

Going to play some more Chrono Trigger.


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Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood [20 Apr 2009|01:28am]
Ok I am having mixed feelings about Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood. I watched the first three episodes and I have to say I love it because they are making it as close to the manga as possible but they are retelling the story and mentioning "Father" and they are going to contradict a lot of material from the first series. I don't know why they are doing this. But, I hope no fans are lost. Its a great contribution I just wished they did in the first place. Don't get me wrong the first 51 episodes were epic, phenomenal but I can't stand the endings being different between anime and manga of several series that I watched/read. So I am going to keep watching and enjoy because the series just kicks ass through and through and Ed is so gosh darn cute!!!

I had a blast the last two days with a buddy of mine. Got to play tennis, take a walk on a small trail, sit at the beach and watch geese swim across the calm water, sat by a river and listened to the rapids while getting visited by a cute German Shepherd and went to have lunch at Jack's Place. Also got to play Super Smash Bros Melee for the Gamecube and I got to be Link yay! It's 12:35am so i guess i will go to bed.

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Beat DMC 4 baby!! [12 Apr 2009|09:41pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Current Addiction: Devil May Cry 4

Just finished Devil May Cry 4 and I have to say I want to replay it over and over. I have to get all the secret mission and get better rankings cuz i suck haha. Dante looked SOOO SEXY!! Eventhough I hate in sequels where you aren't the main character a majority of the game. I was very pleased with Nero's character. Not only is his voice actor Johnny Yong Bosch (drool*) but he overall kicks as and I love and I mean LOVE his devil bringer. Snatch an enemy and pull em towards me i absolutely can't get enough.

Just downloaded FMA Brotherhood episodes 1 and 2. Its finally here OMG!! Gotta watch gotta watch! Going to watch my bro play The Darkness then go have fun i guess. Haven't spent time with family much. I just got some much going on in my head. My dad being in the hospital bothers the hell outta me. Eventhough I know he is comfortable and they are trying to put some weight on him with some food i mean the guy weighs 90 lbs for god sakes! They are keepin him comfortable and i don't have to work tomorrow so i should just relax and not worrying about anything. Today was not an Easter for me. My Grandmother died last year and my pops isn't here so the holiday was not celebrated like it used to, or not at all for that matter, just another day. I didn't eventhough get a Reese's egg that i asked for *scoffs*. Guess if i want something i gotta get it myself. Going to pick up a bunch tomorrow while Mom's at work..............

oh that's right my Mom FINALLY HAS A JOB!!!!!!!HOLY SHIT!!!!!!! Now she can finally get out of MY FUCKIN HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..............ok i'm done.....

I kinda slept in today like really really bad. I slept from midnight to 1:45 this afternoon. That's really bad. I didn't think i was THAT tired holy shit. So yeah i am going to stay up tonight.

Finished watching Basilisk last weekend and now I bought the first dvd with the nice wooden artbox. That's on its way from Ebay and i have 3 and 5 so its going to look nice. I also bought recently Angel Sanctuary 10 and Twilight book 1 off of Borders online. I always have Magic Knight Rayearth manga 1 and Fruits basket 22 and Black Cat 19 (only 1 manga each to go WOW, sad but happy about them finally ending). So yeah i am definetely happy with my purchases lately.

Goin to have some coffee and chill.


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[24 Feb 2009|08:12pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Current Addiction: Zelda Twilight Princess, Almost done with it actually Image Hosted by ImageShack.us
By wolfmel26 at 2009-02-24

I am in rare form right now. I called my friends and am not currently talking online thats a first haha. I went to the library the other day and checked out a book and it wasn't a manga it was a medical book on Cystic Fibrosis which is a disease that i was interested in finding more information about. Its interesting to me because it is hereditary and I love learning about Genes. Hence Metal Gear Solid series piques my interest.

So just sipping tea and talking to all my friends. Damn it feels good.

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Shadow Hearts II and other events in Mel's life [11 Jan 2009|09:30pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Current Addiction: Shadow Hearts II
Just finished Shadow Hearts II and by god I actually got the Good ending. Go Me, Go Me *does a dance*
Went on Youtube to see just for the hell of it what the bad ending was like. I can't believe whom Karin actually is omg haha. When she moved close to him on the park bench and asked if he loved Alice and later on told him that she loved em I was totally yelling at the screen "You can't have him! That's Alice's man back off!" Eventhough she is a kick ass character, she had to be my second best attacker, but she can't have em. Good thing they didn't hook up eeeeeewwwwwwww hahaha. But, damn that was good. Now moving on to another video game hmmmm what to play what to play.

The Nintendo Wii that I bought of my friend/coworker Amber is awesome. I enjoy playing Mario Kart and Alone in the Dark (which I bought for $20 at Game Crazy) but I really enjoy Wii sports and so does my family. Would anyone believe that Wii sports brought my family into one room hahahaa. That's right we were all playing Bowling together and it was a blast. Ok so maybe I have been playing games a little much. But hey nothing wrong with having time to myself and enjoying my collection I don't care. Its not like I stayed glued to the tv 24/7 I gotta work too. Most likely I will be rewatching/rereading Trigun. I should be watching the movies and anime dvds that I bought instead of rewatching and replaying stuff I already went through. Like Sonic Adventure DX for the GC. Its just Sonic Adv from the Dreamcast but a director's cut version. Its pretty much exactly the same but I can't seem to stop myself from wanting to play something I've completed upteen years ago. Watched an episode of Gravitation where Bad Luck got a new member and Shuichi is all pissed off and pulls and pulls on the toilet paoer roll in the bathroom. Same episode of the "su" convo with my cutie Ryu! loved it and a lil' of D.N.Angel.

I hate being a woman.......my "friend" pay me a week early visit......i'm miserable....frickin attitude that i am not trying to exhibit...haha....just don't talk to me this week people I'm serious....I was wondering why i was getting all emotional because I am the only LVT now.....i can understand how I didn't want to be left alone but I didn't think that I would go overboard with my emotions and everything was getting to me. Now I know. I honestly thought I was because depressed it was ridiculous. I know I NEVER get that way so I'm glad that i know now. I know I'm stronger than that. Good thing I have off today and tomorrow. Get to rest up and calm down.

Waldens is closing and there is a buy one get one half off sale for Borders plus the 25% off each book. So I picked up 12 manga at once for the first time and it felt so good...I picked up Bleach 10,11 Hikaru No Go 12 (got 13 for Xmas so now I have 1-13 haha) Naruto 31, 33 (really have gaps all over the place with this series. Watched the anime so I just went and grabbed randomly I got 1-4, 9, 24-28, 31, 33 weird huh?), Black Cat 15-17 so I only have 3 more to go OMG. So Furuba 2 vols left and Black Cat 3 left so wow getting there. I also got Flame of Recca 28 randomly, Dragon Knights 26 randomly (cuz noone really sells these series it drives me nuts), Inuyasha 4 yes I am insane (Seeing Hiten run is fist through the woman's head was cool instead of burning her to crisp like in the anime) and last but not least Whistle 6 (that was a nice find)

I need to do some heavy cleaning tomorrow. I lost my cell phone a little while ago and my mom "looked in my room" for it. I came home from work and my bed was covered in my belongings at random. I was so pissed. Why do I have to clean up the mess she frigin made. So when she comes in my room and says that its a pigsty i just scowl and say i wonder why......

I am on a total rant today aren't I geez. Sitting in the living room. Ceiling fan is on making me cold....is there a point in having it on dad geez.... oh the smells in the house.....ridiculous. Having your parents both home all the time, driving eachother nuts and make the "kids" do everything when they get home from work. Its like they are waiting for us to get home because they can't talk civil to eachother anymore so they drive us nuts instead. Yelling and nagging and asking us to do stupid shit at weird frigin hours its ridiculous. Here is is 9pm and Dad needs Mike and help him hook cables up to the tv and vcr. Couldn't do this during the day could he....uyyyyyy. Its nice to be at home for a few days but it doesn't feel like a day off to us at all.

Wish I had another day like the Xmas party from work where my bro and I stayed out together and went bowling. We got to play MK vs DC against eachother that was fun.

Oh Cheeky Angel ep 20 I will be able to see shortly yay. I want to go back to my room but it makes me look like I want nothing to do with my family by doing that.....

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[15 Nov 2008|11:59pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Current Addiction Clock Tower

Been playing Clock Tower, trying to get as many of the 10 endings as possible while working on my Nano. Sitting in the living room, listening to Backstreet Boys, and being tired since i usually would be in bed already. Going to go to bed shortly eventhough i feel like my weekend is shot already. I got a huge list of videogames that i want to own but nothing compares to Metal Gear Solid 4 Guns of the Patriots. I am trying so hard not to find any videos on Youtube, its so easy to spoil it for myself. i don't want to i wanna play but i don't think it'll be anytime soon. I love the series so much. I am really excited for Resident Evil Degeneration. The new trailer truly kicks ass. An airplane full of zombies haha cool. Leon and Claire together again sweet. I would REALLY love for Steve Burnside to show up or Wesker or both. Omg Wesker...drool....

I tried so hard not to pick up Code Geass dvd set 1 and 2 the other day for $40. Eventhough i have money i can spend now I still try desperately to still get a bargain and not go all out. I finally got my ass to get a FYE discount card yay. Picked up some Yu Yu Hakusho discs for xmas. I have 12 discs now all uncut and the first collection which contains the first 14 eps.

ok coffee or sleep....coffee....caffeine......or sleep........yawn....

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